We were so close to something so big, how could I forget ?? I still remember everything about you. It was you who wasn't paying any attention.

I remember everything about you,
Your voice, your smile, your touch,
The way you walked, the way you talked,
The way you looked at me, meant so much.
I remember every moment we shared,
And it seems like only yesterday.

You are gone from me now,
But one thing you can't take away,
Your memories resides inside my heart,
And lights up the darkest days...

You know...
I still remember everything about you,
It was you who wasn't paying any attention.

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste,
Even when it all falls apart,
I still have the best memories with you.
I remember everything about you,
And every moment with you.

Do you still remember all those winter nights we spent together ??
Do you still remember the lines to our favorite songs ??
Do you still remember all those plans we had, the dreams
we shared, what we did but never dared ??

I wish i could still go back to the days...please take me there...back there.

I still remember everything about you,
It was you who wasn't paying any attention.

I miss you, I miss you hug, I miss your laugh,
I miss our meaningless talks, I miss everything
about you. Whenever I miss you I look at your pictures.
You look different, your clothes are different, and you keep
getting more and more beautiful with every next picture of yours.
I cannot count the pictures I have of you, but they are not enough.
Whenever I wish to talk to you, I read all the messages you
used to send me and search for the last text where you said
"I love You."
The thing I was afraid to happen, happened...I am
watching you in the photographs and talking to you by reading your
texted messages.
They don't make me miss you any less, they
don't bring you any closer, they don't smell like you do. But I
still look at your pictures and read to your messages almost
everyday and pray the Almighty to grant you a healthy and
prosperous life and that all your wishes come true.

I Love You and Happy New Year sweetheart.

"Death leaves a heartache no one can heal.
  Love leaves a memory no one can steal."

You didn't even notice I was gone...

When you finally realize you didn't matter at all to someone,

You begin to wonder if you matter to anyone.

I never stopped trying to be your friend but you just lost interest...you didn't care.

But don't worry someday you will regret it.

I'hv been acting like I'm okay, but I'm not.

They say it's a broken heart, but I hurt in my whole body.

And it saddens me to say what we both know is true,

That the ice is getting thinner under me and you.

I laugh, and I act like I'm having the time of my life, as far as she knows.

I can smile, live it up, like a boy does, but what she doesn't know is how hard it is to make it look easy.

The thought of you not being around...it kills me.

I wish you could promise to love me forever..

 But hey, don't make me choose...because it will be you...everytime it's always been you.

I have had the time of my life with you.

No matter how strong a boy is, he always has a weak point, and sometimes, all he need is a hug or atleast a talk.

This is what happens...you let people in and they destroy you.

Maybe I know deep in my soul that love never lasts.

We want people to worry about us, but when they do we just push them away.

At the end of the day, "Love is too Complicated."

Someone becomes so important to you, that without them you feel like nothing.

They are the one responsible for your happiness...and they are the reason for your pain.

You know what really sucks ???

Realizing that everything you believed in is complete and utter bullshit..

That you are falling apart and nobody cares.

And you ask yourself a question,
"Will anyone really miss me when I am gone?"

"ज़िन्दगी की राहों पर..."

वो निश्चल भावना तुम्हारी
          जीत मेरा मन गयी
जला के मन मंदिर में जयोति
          वो प्रीत मेरी बन गयी

मैं प्यार का सागर बना
          तू लहर मेरी बन गयी
मैं गीत बना धरा पर
          तू संगीत मेरी बन गयी

ज़िन्दगी की राहों में हर
          खवाब टूटने लगे
पर तुझे देख खवाब सजाना
          रीत मेरी बन गयी

तुझ संग जीने-मरने की कसमें
          मैं रोज खाया करता था
पता नहीं चला मुझे कब
          तू अतीत मेरी बन गयी !!!

The Proposal

Story : Well I wrote this poem  for her some two years back. I always wanted to sing this to her and was trying to come up with some tunes too on my guitar (although I've one but don't know to play) to add  a little more romance to this song. I think I've even sung this song to her once or twice but back then it was incomplete, and now when I'm done with the lyrics, she is gone...I miss you sweetheart, I really do. I still love you......

Many have given the definition of love...

So what if me and you

But there is one thing i wanna say....

Its only after the sun shines

The sky turns blue...

               And its the same i feel

               After i got you.

When you are there with me

Every night is a first night

Every day is a weeding day

Every dinner is a candle-light

Every hour is a date.

               I know no one is perfect

               Neither you nor me

               But i am the perfect one for you

               And you for me...

               

               SO  PLEASE  MARRY  ME !!!

"तेरी अंगूठी"

मेरे पास आज भी तेरी 

        एक जिंदा निशानी है 

मेरे हर सांस में बहती 

         बस तेरी रवानी है

तुम्हे याद न हो शायद

         मैं तुम्हें बताता हूँ

तेरी दी हुई "अंगूठी" ही

         बीते यादों की निशानी है....

एहसास आज भी तेरा 

        बहता रगों में लहू बनकर

तुम दूर हो नहीं सकती

       ये बात तुम्हे बतानी है

तुम्हें भूलूं तो कैसे मैं ,

        इजाजत है नहीं मुझको

तुझे भूलने की सोचूं  तो

        भी तेरी याद आती है

तुने दूर जाने को कहा

        सो लो मैं चला गया

लगा ज़िन्दगी रुक सी गयी 

        ये बात तुम्हे बतानी है

अब साँस तो बस मेरी 

        तेरी याद में चला करती है

इन आखों में तो बस 

        तेरी तस्वीर बसा करती है....

मेरे पास आज भी तेरी 

        एक जिंदा निशानी है

तेरी दी हुई "अंगूठी" ही

        बीते यादों की रवानी है !!!!

"तेरी यादें "

तुमसे हसीन शायद तुम्हारी यादें है सनम
लगता है जीवन भर इन्हे न भूल पाएँगे हम !!

          मुझे आज भी याद आता है
          हर वो गुजरा हसीन पल
          जब बुनते थे केवल हसीन ख्वाब
          और सोचते थे कैसा होगा कल

याद कर के उन यादों को निकलता है दम
लगता है जीवन भर इन्हे न भूल पाएँगे हम  !!

          तुम शरमाते हुए आती थी
          बाहोँ में आके समाती थी
          जन्नत भी फीका लगता था
          जब तुम धीरे से मुस्कुराती थी

कहाँ चले गए वो प्यार के मौसम ???
लगता है जीवन भर इन्हे न भूल पाएँगे हम !!!!

जीवन का अर्थ ''साकी'' से है

मेरी आरजू तुम्ही से है
ये जुफतजू तुम्ही से है
मेरा दिल कहता है मुझसे,
ये धरकने तुम्ही से है

          तुम्ही से जुडी आशाएँ
          ये उमंग तुम्ही से है
          ये नश्वर जिस्म की
          हर साँस तुम्ही से है

ये रंगीनियत तुम्ही से है
ये तमनाएँ तुम्ही से है
मेरी उमंग मेरी ख्वाहिशें
बस तुम्ही से है  !!!!!

अश्क...

                                   

जब भी बढ़ती है, गम की स्याही
      दीप अश्कों से हम जलाते हैं

दिल तो नाजुक सा सीसा है
      ये तो बातों से टूट जाता है

कौन रोता है बेवजह "राहुल"  ???
      गम की दरिया से अश्क आते हैं

वक़्त आने पे, देखा है हमने
      अक्सर, खास रिश्ते भी टूट जाते हैं  !!!!

ये नज़र....

क्यों इतराती ये नज़र

क्यों घबराती ये नज़र

कत्ल करके अब हमारा

क्यों शर्माती ये नज़र....

नज़रो से नज़र जो मिले

दिल में समाती ये  नज़र

बंद आखों से भी उनका 

दीदार कराती ये नज़र....

बयां न हो जो जुबां से

बयां कर जाती ये नज़र

तेरें दिल में भी घर कर लेती

अगर  मेरे पास होती ये नज़र...

Sometimes, my heart reminisces.....

There are times when my heart reminisces,
about how meaningful my life would have been 

if I had spent it in the warm shade of your hair.

The cause of the pain that has crept up 

and now spread into my heart,

could have been lost if only your gaze had fallen upon it.

But this didn’t happen, and now the truth is 

that neither you, the pain of your loss,

nor the lingering feelings you left behind remain. 

(not a sign of your remnants)

I go on with my life as if 

I have no desire for a companion to support me.

I have no wishes, no goals - there is no ray of light.
Its as if I spend my life haunting shadows

and Its in these dark places that 

I lose myself sometimes...

I know my precious one –

It’s just that sometimes, my heart reminisces.......

Wanna make You mine...

i donno how better i would have expressed my feelings...but this is the truth....
there is this girl who really makes me go all mad...m really crazy for her...she says she too loves me bt we dont hv any future as her family has chosen some other guy (**note--of her cast)...bt m nt at all angry at her...i think this is what we all call DESTINY...FATE...or watever...coz from my opinion wat i think is-

Staying in love with someone even if you know you cant be together in future
is like standing under the rain...!!!
However, you know you are going to be sick
but still you stand there coz it feels good...!!!!

i donno whether u keep me my memories wit u or nt...bt m sure u can never erase me from ur mind...
everything you do will remind you of me...
the more u will try to forget me....the more u ll remember me...
the more you will run far from me...d more i ll come closer to you...
the more you get angry on me...the more i ll love you...
the more you betray me...the more i trust you...
COZ
Love is not abut finding right person
But creating a right relationship...
Its not about how much love you have in the beginning...
But how much love you build till the end.

When i first saw you...you took my breathe away...
when you first talked to me i couldnt think...
when you asked me out...i couldnt respond...
when you touched me i got shivers all through my body...
when we first kissed i floated away in my dreams...

Sweetheart i trust you more than i trust myself...
n i know that you never gonna cheat me...
sweetheart i love you more than i love myself...
n i know you never gonna betray me...
i ll love you till my last breathe n more after...
n i know that you do love me too...
you are the best thing ever happened to me...
you are the best thought that ever came to me...
you are the best dream i ever dreamt off...
my heart flutters for you...
my heart sings for you...
my eye searches for you...
my feet move towards you...
my fingers wait to feel yours...
my tongue waits to tell your name...
my every being belongs to you...
you are my everything...

i want my eyes to be your eyes
so you could see how wonderful you are...
i want my heart to be yours
so that you could feel how much you mean to me...

my beloved i love you so much and i will do till my last breathe...

Ode to Scarlett O'Hara

Oh dear Ms. Scarlett,
how you've been portrayed.
You've been so misunderstood,
so people listen to what I have to say.....

Ms. Scarlett O'Hara,
from Gone with the Wind,
so many people dislike you,
because of your sins.

You were lost,
and you were confused,
that is why you had no one,
you were just used.

You had no one for you to turn,
no one would lend an ear,
Rhett didn't even want to listen,
something that started with Frankly my dear.

Well it's time Ms. Scarlett,
for the hatred of you to die.
You are a lost soul,
just searching for what is right.

You are only human,
aren't the rest of us?
So why my dear Scarlett,
are you so harshly judged?

If you look from Scarlett's eyes,
you will see a girl so lost,
you will see a girl,
whose reputation she had cost.

You will see she is just like us,
she has made many mistakes.
So let's give Ms. Scarlett a break,
So she can be human for God's sake.

To those of you who have read the book,
to those of you who have seen the movie,
that came from a different era,
please, just please take a second glance,
and the woman called Scarlett O'Hara. 


Author---Kimmyi

याद रखना मुझे एक खुशनुमे एहसास की तरह...

आओ आज एक बार फिर एक दुसरे को प्यार करें...

खो जाएँ एक दुसरे की यादों में...

वो सुनहरी यादें जिस में बस मैं रहूँ तुम रहो...

वो पहली मुलाकात वो... पहला इजहार...

वो पहली बारिश का मौसम... वो पहला तकरार...

वो रूठना मनाना... वो ठंडी हवाओं का बहना...

वो तुम्हारे घर के सामने बैठ कर...

घंटो तुम्हारा इंतज़ार करना...

वो चोरी छिपे मिलना... वो सुनसान राहों पर चलना...

वो छोटी छोटी बातों पर झगरना...

और फिर उन्ही बातों को याद कर जोर जोर से हसना...

वो घंटो एक दुसरे से बात करना...

और फिर एक कॉल मिस हो जाने पर रूठ जाना...

आओ आज एक बार फिर एक दुसरे को प्यार करें...

खो जाएँ एक दुसरे की यादों में...

कल पता नहीं क्या होगा... वो तो एक अन्धकार है...

कल को सोच कर हम क्यूँ अपने आज को बर्बाद करें...

आओ फिलहाल जी लें इन लम्हों को...

आओ एक बार फिर एक दुसरे को प्यार करें....

आगे पता नहीं क्या होगा...इन लम्हों को फिलहाल जी लेने दे

तुम्हारे साथ बताये हर लम्हे को...

मैं अपने साथ संजोग कर रखता हूँ...

ना जाने जीवन के किस लम्हे में..

मुझे तेरी याद आ जाये..

और जिस लम्हे में तुझे मेरी याद आ जाये...

उस लम्हे में तू कभी गम मत करना...

मुस्कुरा देना उस लम्हे में..

अपनी आखों को कभी तू नम मत करना..!!!!

सबसे आमिर हूँ मैं....

वो कहती है..

"बताओ बेसबब क्यूँ रूठ जाते हो..?"

मैं कहता हूँ...

"ज़रा मुझको मनाओ ..अछा लगता है.."

वो कहती है...

"मेरा दिल तुमसे आखिर क्यूँ नहीं भरता..?"

मैं कहता हूँ...

"मुहोबत की कोई हद नहीं होती.."

वो कहती है...

"बताओ मैं तुम्हें क्यूँ भा गयी इतना..?"

 मैं कहता हूँ...

"मेरी जान हादसे तो हो ही जाते हैं.."

वो कहती है..

"अचानक मैं तुम्हे यूँ ही रुला दूँ तो...?"

मैं कहता हूँ...

"मुझे डर है की तुम भी भीग जाओगी.."

कुछ अफ़साने दिल के.....

बीत गए वो दिन जब तेरी याद में बैठकर रोया करते थे...

अब तो आंसू भी निकलते हैं

अपना रास्ता पूछ कर...

हमारी ज़िन्दगी ताश के पत्तों की तरह बिखर गई...

ना उसे समेट पाए ....

और ना ही सजा पाए... 

ऐ-ज़ालिम ऐसे ना जा हमे तनहा अकेला छोरकर 

तेरी याद ना जीने देती है...

ना मरने देती है..

तू कहती है मुझे भूल जा...

अरे कैसे अलग करूँ इस दिल को...

जिसके हर एक धरकन में तू बस्ती है.

बस यही अर्जियां मैं अपने खुदा से दिन में सौ बार करता हूँ 

तेरी आखों में ख़ुशी...

और होठों पे हशी की दुआ करता हूँ.

अरे हमारा क्या है हम तो फकीर हैं..

बस अगले जनम फिर से तेरे आशिक बन्ने की दुआ करता हूँ.

वक़्त के नाजुक लम्हों में साथ छोरा तुमने...

सपने दिखाए साथ जीने के, आज तनहा छोरा तुमने...

ऐक वो भी दौर था ऐक ये भी दौर है...

विश्वास के दामन से बन्धे थे वो डोर..

पर किसे पता था उसकी गाठें इतनी कमजोर हैं...