Monday, 12 December 2011

You didn't even notice I was gone...




When you finally realize you didn't matter at all to someone,
You begin to wonder if you matter to anyone.
I never stopped trying to be your friend but you just lost interest...you didn't care.
But don't worry someday you will regret it.

I'hv been acting like I'm okay, but I'm not.
They say it's a broken heart, but I hurt in my whole body.
And it saddens me to say what we both know is true,
That the ice is getting thinner under me and you.

I laugh, and I act like I'm having the time of my life, as far as she knows.
I can smile, live it up, like a boy does, but what she doesn't know is how hard it is to make it look easy.
The thought of you not being around...it kills me.
I wish you could promise to love me forever..
 But hey, don't make me choose...because it will be you...everytime it's always been you.

I have had the time of my life with you.
No matter how strong a boy is, he always has a weak point, and sometimes, all he need is a hug or atleast a talk.

This is what happens...you let people in and they destroy you.
Maybe I know deep in my soul that love never lasts.
We want people to worry about us, but when they do we just push them away.
At the end of the day, "Love is too Complicated."
Someone becomes so important to you, that without them you feel like nothing.
They are the one responsible for your happiness...and they are the reason for your pain.

You know what really sucks ???
Realizing that everything you believed in is complete and utter bullshit..
That you are falling apart and nobody cares.
And you ask yourself a question,
"Will anyone really miss me when I am gone?"



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