Thursday, 29 December 2011

We were so close to something so big, how could I forget ?? I still remember everything about you. It was you who wasn't paying any attention.

I remember everything about you,
Your voice, your smile, your touch,
The way you walked, the way you talked,
The way you looked at me, meant so much.
I remember every moment we shared,
And it seems like only yesterday.

You are gone from me now,
But one thing you can't take away,
Your memories resides inside my heart,
And lights up the darkest days...

You know...
I still remember everything about you,
It was you who wasn't paying any attention.


I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste,
Even when it all falls apart,
I still have the best memories with you.
I remember everything about you,
And every moment with you.

Do you still remember all those winter nights we spent together ??
Do you still remember the lines to our favorite songs ??
Do you still remember all those plans we had, the dreams
we shared, what we did but never dared ??

I wish i could still go back to the days...please take me there...back there.

I still remember everything about you,
It was you who wasn't paying any attention.

I miss you, I miss you hug, I miss your laugh,
I miss our meaningless talks, I miss everything
about you. Whenever I miss you I look at your pictures.
You look different, your clothes are different, and you keep
getting more and more beautiful with every next picture of yours.
I cannot count the pictures I have of you, but they are not enough.
Whenever I wish to talk to you, I read all the messages you
used to send me and search for the last text where you said
"I love You."
The thing I was afraid to happen, happened...I am
watching you in the photographs and talking to you by reading your
texted messages.
They don't make me miss you any less, they
don't bring you any closer, they don't smell like you do. But I
still look at your pictures and read to your messages almost
everyday and pray the Almighty to grant you a healthy and
prosperous life and that all your wishes come true.

I Love You and Happy New Year sweetheart.

"Death leaves a heartache no one can heal.
  Love leaves a memory no one can steal."


Monday, 12 December 2011

You didn't even notice I was gone...




When you finally realize you didn't matter at all to someone,
You begin to wonder if you matter to anyone.
I never stopped trying to be your friend but you just lost interest...you didn't care.
But don't worry someday you will regret it.

I'hv been acting like I'm okay, but I'm not.
They say it's a broken heart, but I hurt in my whole body.
And it saddens me to say what we both know is true,
That the ice is getting thinner under me and you.

I laugh, and I act like I'm having the time of my life, as far as she knows.
I can smile, live it up, like a boy does, but what she doesn't know is how hard it is to make it look easy.
The thought of you not being around...it kills me.
I wish you could promise to love me forever..
 But hey, don't make me choose...because it will be you...everytime it's always been you.

I have had the time of my life with you.
No matter how strong a boy is, he always has a weak point, and sometimes, all he need is a hug or atleast a talk.

This is what happens...you let people in and they destroy you.
Maybe I know deep in my soul that love never lasts.
We want people to worry about us, but when they do we just push them away.
At the end of the day, "Love is too Complicated."
Someone becomes so important to you, that without them you feel like nothing.
They are the one responsible for your happiness...and they are the reason for your pain.

You know what really sucks ???
Realizing that everything you believed in is complete and utter bullshit..
That you are falling apart and nobody cares.
And you ask yourself a question,
"Will anyone really miss me when I am gone?"



"ज़िन्दगी की राहों पर..."



वो निश्चल भावना तुम्हारी
          जीत मेरा मन गयी
जला के मन मंदिर में जयोति
          वो प्रीत मेरी बन गयी

मैं प्यार का सागर बना
          तू लहर मेरी बन गयी
मैं गीत बना धरा पर
          तू संगीत मेरी बन गयी

ज़िन्दगी की राहों में हर
          खवाब टूटने लगे
पर तुझे देख खवाब सजाना
          रीत मेरी बन गयी

तुझ संग जीने-मरने की कसमें
          मैं रोज खाया करता था
पता नहीं चला मुझे कब
          तू अतीत मेरी बन गयी !!!

The Proposal


Story : Well I wrote this poem  for her some two years back. I always wanted to sing this to her and was trying to come up with some tunes too on my guitar (although I've one but don't know to play) to add  a little more romance to this song. I think I've even sung this song to her once or twice but back then it was incomplete, and now when I'm done with the lyrics, she is gone...I miss you sweetheart, I really do. I still love you......

Many have given the definition of love...
So what if me and you
But there is one thing i wanna say....
Its only after the sun shines
The sky turns blue...

               And its the same i feel
               After i got you.

When you are there with me
Every night is a first night
Every day is a weeding day
Every dinner is a candle-light
Every hour is a date.

               I know no one is perfect
               Neither you nor me
               But i am the perfect one for you
               And you for me...
               
               SO  PLEASE  MARRY  ME !!!