Sometimes, my heart reminisces.....

There are times when my heart reminisces,
about how meaningful my life would have been 

if I had spent it in the warm shade of your hair.

The cause of the pain that has crept up 

and now spread into my heart,

could have been lost if only your gaze had fallen upon it.

But this didn’t happen, and now the truth is 

that neither you, the pain of your loss,

nor the lingering feelings you left behind remain. 

(not a sign of your remnants)

I go on with my life as if 

I have no desire for a companion to support me.

I have no wishes, no goals - there is no ray of light.
Its as if I spend my life haunting shadows

and Its in these dark places that 

I lose myself sometimes...

I know my precious one –

It’s just that sometimes, my heart reminisces.......